It's important to remember that even when we're grieving, life goes on. This blog will return to a more joyful and uplifting place, I promise. Already we are finding much joy and comfort in everyday life.
Just today, my sister Melissa, the boys, and I enjoyed a day out and about.
Gordon and Grayson have been amazing reminders of how blessed we are. Their hugs and smiles are incredibly healing for a broken heart. Just look at those sweet faces.
Just today, my sister Melissa, the boys, and I enjoyed a day out and about.
Gordon and Grayson have been amazing reminders of how blessed we are. Their hugs and smiles are incredibly healing for a broken heart. Just look at those sweet faces.
Today was the day I was scheduled for my ultrasound where we were to learn our baby's gender, a special day we were so looking forward to.... Little reminders like this keep popping up, moments when I'm jarred by the reality that our baby boy is gone. But it's also true that each day is getting easier, overall. Gabriel has touched my heart in a way that's changed me, and changed my life.
After lunch today, we drove to the cemetery where Gabriel is buried. St. Luke's provides a special memorial garden for miscarried babies. What a precious place.
This memorial garden will be even more beautiful when the grass is green, the roses are in bloom, and the nearby trees have leaves. I was happy to see the lovely view of snow-covered mountains in the distance from where I stood today.
Gordon asked auntie Lassa to help him get flowers for me this afternoon; such a sweetheart. How fortunate we have been to have Melissa here these past several weeks. She has been an absolute blessing, taking care of all of us during this difficult time.
Again, I cannot thank our loved ones enough for all the prayers and encouragement being sent our way. We continue to lean on our faith and the promise of eternity in Heaven. A friend reminded me today what the name Gabriel means: "God is my strength."
2 comments:
Another big hug for you!
I also had to see, I thought I was looking at Joey today in your picture. The first one of Grayson on your post looks just like his uncle!
What a darling picture of those boys of yours! They are just so precious. And what a beautiful spot, stone, bench, etc for where you're able to visit Gabriel. Sounds like you continue to be in good hands as far as that hospital goes. So glad! Well, my dear Gretchen, I continue to hold you in my heart and prayers as you figure out how to keep going in the days to come. So glad you have your family and faith! I love you!
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